How can I apologize to You?
For an unintentional mistake
an apology can be made
But I deliberately kept making mistakes again and again.
What a big sinner I am, mother!
I kept on ignoring You even after seeing You
You were in front of me every moment
You were with me
I looked away sometimes
I closed my eyes sometimes
You suffered so much insult,
O mother! Yet, endured again and again! You didn’t leave me
I ignored your every gesture
I denied everything You said
How many times have You tried to convince me!!
Sometimes with symbols, sometimes with miracles
But, o mother! I treated all your symbols as a play of my mind and rejected all
Who is a bigger sinner than me!!!
Despite seeing everything in the light, I closed my eyes and started saying –
there is darkness everywhere
O mother!
sorry for my behavior
Now from the mind or soul
every voice is yours
You are the illumination everywhere
All secret of this mind is only yours
You reside in me!!!!
Beautifully said Pooja. We ignore her. We don’t deserve apology!