O maya! where do you hide yourselves when I am besides my beloved Guru !
You always tend to exist only when I am away from him.
You cease to exist just on me remembering his name
You cease to exist the moment I look at his Eyes and he gazes mine
You cease to exist just by our our Guru’s sheer presence
You cease to exist when I prostrate at his feet.
You cease to exist whenever I experience him in me.
Nowhere to go for me apart from him.
Nowhere to hide for you when I am with him.
The entire world thinks you are very powerful but I never knew that you are so weak if I am with my Guru.
What a mystery!!. When you cease to exist, my Guru showers his grace and shows a glimpse of “me” as alms.
Your very own friend called mind betrays you when he faces reality in the form of my Guru..What a pity!
I know very well that I don’t deserve even an iota to be with my Guru but he has gracefully accepted to have me despite all my faults. Such is his compassion!
How am I going to repay all these to him ? Even a sheer thought like this sounds insane but my humble prayer is that let my Guru give the very strength and courage to cross all these testimonies.
For this beggar, a mere being with him, a glipmse at his eyes which is full of love, a word with him, a moment at his feet and a life with him and his sheer grace and compassion is much more than what I deserve and I can never repay no matter how many janmas I take.
Thank you our beloved Guruji for such an opportunity and for formation Aathman Awareness Centre and Arul Gnana Peetam to guide us.