GOD MADE GURU OUT OF CLAY, IF THAT CAN HAPPEN THEN EVERY THING IS POSSIBLE. SO PLEASE DONT WORRY ABOUT YOUR SINFUL NATURE.LEARN MEDITATION,DO IT PROPERLY WITH SINCERITY AND DEVOTION, FRUITS OF YOUR MEDITATON WILL COME ON ITS OWN ACCORD, TRY TO STAY IN CLOSE CONTACT WITH GURU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,IT HAS ITS OWN REWARDS.