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My experience at Sri Ethiraj Swami Jeeva samadhi

This experience was shared by Smt. Vani MS during her recent visit to Chennai.

My most heartfelt gratitude to Beloved Respected Guruji for advising and giving me permission to visit Sri Ethiraj Swamigal Jeeva Samadhi today. My heartfelt thanks to Balaji Sir, Babu Sir, Sudarshan Ji and Srinivasan Sir for guiding us to reach there and pay our respects experience the Blessings of the Saint.
When I reached there, I was having severe neck pain, lower back pain and sciatic nerve pain. When I prayed and place my hands on tbe Saint’s Samadhi, I felt energy like a warm wave flowing through my hands and throughout my back. Usually I find it difficult to sit for long in meditation due to back pain but I was able to sit for quite some time…the pain in my neck, back and legs receded…I was sitting comfortably…the meditation led me to a inner silence and deep stillness in the midst of many noises around…I am filled with gratitude to Guruji and to the Saint Sri Ethiraj Swamigal who Are One and the Same.

Grace of Beloved GURUJI

Today i got Bcom degree graduation certificate in my college. I came to GURUJI when i was studying college 1year. I know if i hadn’t come to our GURUJI, i wouldn’t have finished this. When i was studying 1st year, i was suffered from depression severely. I don’t want to study. I have a plan to drop the college. I wasn’t able to take any decision at that time. Only GURUJI removed so many unwanted things from me and he had shown the good way. After that i continued to go to college by the grace of GURUJI. I had so many arrears at that time. My parents worried a lot about me. My father didn’t believe that i will finish Bcom. But by the grace of Guruji, I cleared all the arrears at the end of the final year(2017). Within these four years GURUJI has given so many experiences to the ILLUSORY SELF and he has cleared so many illusions in me and now he initiated the TRUE SELF Within me ( which is the enjoyment of just BEING). Today i did ATS meditation in my college so many times and enjoyed the BEING. Dear GURUJI Without your grace and love, this will not happen. Thank you GURUJI For your love and grace🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏


Today we went to GURUJI ‘s home for Golu celebration. I Enjoyed the “SENSE OF BEINGNESS ” Very intensely in the Presence of GURUJI While closing the Eyes. I was totally changed. I felt very relaxed in the Presence of GURUJI. Thank you so much GURUJI for your grace and deep compassion. Everytime you are remembering and pointing that the Sense of BEINGNESS is always within Us. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻


அன்புள்ள குருஜி, சமீப காலங்களாக நான் எங்கும், எந்த இடத்தில் தியானம் செய்தாலும் “இருத்தல் உணர்வை” என்னால் நன்றாக உணர முடிகின்றது. மிக நன்றாக லயிக்க முடிகின்றது. மிகவும் ஆழமாக இருக்கின்றது. இதனால் தியானத்தில் நேரம் எப்படி செல்கின்றது என்றே தெரியவில்லை. அந்த உணர்வில் லயிக்கும் போது நேரம் செல்வதே தெரியவில்லை. எத்தனை சத்தங்கள் என்னை சுற்றி கேட்டாலும், அந்த உணர்வு அப்படியே இருக்கிறது. எதுவும் என்னை கலைக்கவில்லை. நான் அப்படியே இருக்கிறேன்.அதே போல் மனம் எப்படி எல்லாம் “இருத்தலை” விட்டு தேடலில் எப்போதும் இருக்கிறது என்பதை மிகவும் தெளிவாக உணர முடிகின்றது. அதே போல் நான் தியானம் செய்து தான் “இருத்தலை” உணர்கிறேன் என்று நிச்சயமாக சொல்லமாட்டேன். அந்த உணர்வே என்னை நன்றாக தியானிக்க வழிநடத்துகின்றது. அதுவே வழிநடத்துகின்றது. குருஜி இந்த உணர்வை எழுப்பியது கருணை மிக்க தாங்களே. இது தாங்கள் அளித்த பிட்சை. தங்களது கருணையின்றி இவை எல்லாம் நான் அனுபவிக்க மாட்டேன். தாங்களே என்னை நன்றாக வழிநடத்தவேண்டும் குருஜி. குருவே சரணம்🙏🙏🙏🙏


In the mind identified state there is always Restlessness, Distractions and shaking. But in the BEINGNESS, There is only the Enjoyment of BEING, There is a freedom, There is only Peace, In that state, there is no shaking, i am sensing the Lightness, Just BEING, No needing. GURUVE SARANAM


I am clearly noticing that there is always some incompleteness in the Mind Identified state. There is always some seeking, Mind is always seeking some completion. But in the BEINGNESS, There is no seeking and the incompleteness is not there. I am sensing the completion in that BEINGNESS. Just BEINGNESS. There is no need to seek anything in that place. It is like BEING Is enough. GURUVE SARANAM


No matter how many distractions are happening in the Mind in a day, No matter how many thoughts are arising in the Mind, and how that thoughts incessantly arising one thing after another about past and future from moment to moment, Whenever i am closing my eyes I am sensing that BEINGNESS. In that BEINGNESS There are no troubles, no worries, no seeking and there is no story of  “ME”. Just BEINGNESS. It is as it is.

A cube experience – after A cube session

Atfer the last week A cube session, I am strongly sensing A cube ( Beingness ) while i am closing the Eyes. There is no so many distractions or shaking while i am closing the Eyes. Only “BEINGNESS”. ENJOYING THE “BEINGNESS” . Thank you so much GURUJI For your Deep compassion and Grace????

Glory of Guru

Pranam Guruji


The glory of the Guru
is immortal
No one knows this!!!!

Who has seen
the true image
of the Guru
Has crossed the Bhavsagar.

Without the Guru
the name of the Lord
is not!!!

Without a Guru
There is no form of lord!!!

Without the Guru
There is no grace
of the Lord!!!

Guru is the lord’s image

Trust it or else
Never be free from Maya!!!

Who takes the Guru’s words
Into his life
Life becomes successful
Feels bliss in misery
Maya is subdued!!!

SATSANG ON THE GO –Trip to Srisailam and Ahobilam with Guruji

When I first heard about the trip to Sriisailam, I was thrilled. Having heard about the experiences shared by disciples who have travelled with Guruji, I was longing for a long trip. Even as the planning for trip was happening, I had a feeling of being invited to Sriasailam. I so excited that I could not sleep the night before the trip, I was awake inside, but didn’t feel tired in the morning. We were waiting to be picked up at Puzhal junction, the moment I saw AAC vehicle a joy filled me and as I boarded, I was in A3 state. Though everyone was discussing a lot, deep silence prevailed in me. We reached Srisailam and settled in our room by 11.30 pm. Mr. Kothandaraman and Mr. Balaji shared a lot of their experiences and while listening, I experienced A3 state and fell asleep. Usually I have difficulty in sleeping at new places, but this time I was very relaxed and feeling at home.

The next morning we started for temple of Lord Mallikarjuna, walking behind Guruji, I felt like I was following Shiva to meet another Shiva. In the temple, I experienced wakefulness without mind. While in the queue for darshan, I was engulfed in deep silence in spite of commotion around.  When we went to pray at Goddess Bhramaramba, I could clearly see that feeling of mind was absent and but it came up as when required. When praying at saint Mallamma and saint Akkamahadevi, I was feeling familiarity with the surroundings.  At Sri Vrudha Mallikarjunaswamy and Tripahala vruksham  a combination of three trees Ashwatha (Raavi), Oudumbara(Medi) and Plaksha (Juvvi),  where great Rishi Agastya  resides in hidden form and Lord  Dattatreya  had performed penance, we sat eyes closed and felt we were invited to be there and quickly settled in A3. At Saravati antarvahini well, I felt very connected.

Though we planned to visit Akkamahadevi caves and Ista Kameswari temple, but it didn’t materialize, instead existence chose Ahobilam.  After confirming availability of accommodation, it was decided to visit Ahobilam. We visited Mallama kanneeru the jeeva samadhi of Mallama, though the inner sanctum was closed, we experienced her presence outside and completely engulfed in it. All of us saw a radiance spread around Guruji. Initially when my eyes fell on Mallama idol, I saw Guruji’s face. Next we visited Sarangadhara Matham, and here while meditating, when I touched the siva linga, I knew it was Sri Mallikarjuna swami.

We reached Ahobilam at 10.30pm, suddenly I got a drive or some kind of push in me to initiate a discussion with the caretaker at the hotel and he offered a nourishing dinner though it was so late. Later we came to know that the food was prepared for some guests who didn’t turn up. We had difficulty in getting accommodation insipte of prior confirmation; there was a communication gap between the person who confirmed for us and the assistant who was in duty. We started to search for accommodation at other hotels.  We were perplexed, Guruji intervened, he called our contact person, miraculously he attended the call and everything got resolved a second and we got the accommodation and quickly settled in to rooms conveniently. What happened in that hour was difficult to comprehend, but later we realized that something changed for Guruji. The next morning after breakfast we planned to visit six important temples which involved trekking and started towards the Ahobilam temple is situated on the top of the first range and referred to as Upper Ahobilam. The place was inviting and had blessings of Ahobila Narasimha Swamy and Godess  Sri Chenchu Lakshmi.

Next slowly we trekked to reach the shrines of Kroda Narasimha,  Jwala Narasimha and Malola Narasimha,  though normally I have joint pains, this time I didn’t experience any pain or difficulty. At these shrines we prayed and meditated and experienced fulfilment.  At Malola temple we read about Prahalada badi (school), a place 0.5 km further higher up. Guruji decided we should go there though it was not in our initial plan. The view from here along the path was very beautiful, and finally the top was mesmerising. The place was so enchanting and that we become like excited children.  It appeared like a gurukul with Guruji and his disciples, true to the name of this place. We meditated in the small cave dedicated to Prahlada Narashimha Swamy and also there was an idol of the Prahlada carved inside. Guruji in an exalted state said that this place was very holy and didn’t find anything equivalent to this even in Himalayas, for a moment we lost all identity and effortlessly enjoyed a mindless state.

Mr. Sudharsun had been enquiring about Parankusa muni jeeva Samadhi and based on the information, we returned to Ahobilam temple and found the jeeva samadhi and sat for meditation, I was in a no mind state totally absorbed. Suddenly the priest called us and offered prasad, his behaviour was rather unsual, he was very affectionate, the prasad was very tasty and then we realized that a saint was offering hospitality to another saint.  The experiences were filled us unspeakable bliss and the purpose of trip was complete. We returned to hotel for lunch and then left for Chennai.

This trip was even more special because I was privileged to travel with Akka (Guruji’s wife) and his two daughters Charupriya and Krishnapriya. The love and care showered by Guruji , his family and disciples  is by itself a blissful experience.  For most part of the trip l was in silence (inside) with a witnessing quality. I had never before enjoyed such continuous awareness immersed in bliss. I cannot express my gratitude to GURUJI in words but surrender completely at his holy feet.


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