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SATSANG ON THE GO –Trip to Srisailam and Ahobilam with Guruji

When I first heard about the trip to Sriisailam, I was thrilled. Having heard about the experiences shared by disciples who have travelled with Guruji, I was longing for a long trip. Even as the planning for trip was happening, I had a feeling of being invited to Sriasailam. I so excited that I could not sleep the night before the trip, I was awake inside, but didn’t feel tired in the morning. We were waiting to be picked up at Puzhal junction, the moment I saw AAC vehicle a joy filled me and as I boarded, I was in A3 state. Though everyone was discussing a lot, deep silence prevailed in me. We reached Srisailam and settled in our room by 11.30 pm. Mr. Kothandaraman and Mr. Balaji shared a lot of their experiences and while listening, I experienced A3 state and fell asleep. Usually I have difficulty in sleeping at new places, but this time I was very relaxed and feeling at home.

The next morning we started for temple of Lord Mallikarjuna, walking behind Guruji, I felt like I was following Shiva to meet another Shiva. In the temple, I experienced wakefulness without mind. While in the queue for darshan, I was engulfed in deep silence in spite of commotion around.  When we went to pray at Goddess Bhramaramba, I could clearly see that feeling of mind was absent and but it came up as when required. When praying at saint Mallamma and saint Akkamahadevi, I was feeling familiarity with the surroundings.  At Sri Vrudha Mallikarjunaswamy and Tripahala vruksham  a combination of three trees Ashwatha (Raavi), Oudumbara(Medi) and Plaksha (Juvvi),  where great Rishi Agastya  resides in hidden form and Lord  Dattatreya  had performed penance, we sat eyes closed and felt we were invited to be there and quickly settled in A3. At Saravati antarvahini well, I felt very connected.

Though we planned to visit Akkamahadevi caves and Ista Kameswari temple, but it didn’t materialize, instead existence chose Ahobilam.  After confirming availability of accommodation, it was decided to visit Ahobilam. We visited Mallama kanneeru the jeeva samadhi of Mallama, though the inner sanctum was closed, we experienced her presence outside and completely engulfed in it. All of us saw a radiance spread around Guruji. Initially when my eyes fell on Mallama idol, I saw Guruji’s face. Next we visited Sarangadhara Matham, and here while meditating, when I touched the siva linga, I knew it was Sri Mallikarjuna swami.

We reached Ahobilam at 10.30pm, suddenly I got a drive or some kind of push in me to initiate a discussion with the caretaker at the hotel and he offered a nourishing dinner though it was so late. Later we came to know that the food was prepared for some guests who didn’t turn up. We had difficulty in getting accommodation insipte of prior confirmation; there was a communication gap between the person who confirmed for us and the assistant who was in duty. We started to search for accommodation at other hotels.  We were perplexed, Guruji intervened, he called our contact person, miraculously he attended the call and everything got resolved a second and we got the accommodation and quickly settled in to rooms conveniently. What happened in that hour was difficult to comprehend, but later we realized that something changed for Guruji. The next morning after breakfast we planned to visit six important temples which involved trekking and started towards the Ahobilam temple is situated on the top of the first range and referred to as Upper Ahobilam. The place was inviting and had blessings of Ahobila Narasimha Swamy and Godess  Sri Chenchu Lakshmi.

Next slowly we trekked to reach the shrines of Kroda Narasimha,  Jwala Narasimha and Malola Narasimha,  though normally I have joint pains, this time I didn’t experience any pain or difficulty. At these shrines we prayed and meditated and experienced fulfilment.  At Malola temple we read about Prahalada badi (school), a place 0.5 km further higher up. Guruji decided we should go there though it was not in our initial plan. The view from here along the path was very beautiful, and finally the top was mesmerising. The place was so enchanting and that we become like excited children.  It appeared like a gurukul with Guruji and his disciples, true to the name of this place. We meditated in the small cave dedicated to Prahlada Narashimha Swamy and also there was an idol of the Prahlada carved inside. Guruji in an exalted state said that this place was very holy and didn’t find anything equivalent to this even in Himalayas, for a moment we lost all identity and effortlessly enjoyed a mindless state.

Mr. Sudharsun had been enquiring about Parankusa muni jeeva Samadhi and based on the information, we returned to Ahobilam temple and found the jeeva samadhi and sat for meditation, I was in a no mind state totally absorbed. Suddenly the priest called us and offered prasad, his behaviour was rather unsual, he was very affectionate, the prasad was very tasty and then we realized that a saint was offering hospitality to another saint.  The experiences were filled us unspeakable bliss and the purpose of trip was complete. We returned to hotel for lunch and then left for Chennai.

This trip was even more special because I was privileged to travel with Akka (Guruji’s wife) and his two daughters Charupriya and Krishnapriya. The love and care showered by Guruji , his family and disciples  is by itself a blissful experience.  For most part of the trip l was in silence (inside) with a witnessing quality. I had never before enjoyed such continuous awareness immersed in bliss. I cannot express my gratitude to GURUJI in words but surrender completely at his holy feet.

Sumalatha

Today’s Experience with the Saint “Guruji Sundar”

1000 words can be exchanged…

Sitting in complete silence in the presence of “Saint Sundar”

communication happened without words

From the higher to the lower

The lower started to transform

Only the container was there

It was a trance like state

without content, without thoughts

with just an smoke like expansion of the being just with the illuminating awareness

 

 

Miracles By GURUJI SUNDAR

Today I am blessed to share with you my first miracle experience with GURUJI SUNDAR.

It was a quite a busy day with my work. I was responsible for a team of 19 and at the same time the company in which I am working was undergoing a paradigm shift in systems and tools. It was my earlier days with my GURUJI. As I worked in night shift, I will ensure that I go to GURUJI’s Dhaam, wait for his DHARSHAN (GURUJI WAS AT THAT TIME AN EMPLOYEE OF HIGHEST PRESTIGEOUS FINANCIAL INSTITUTION – RBI). One day after returning from his job, GURUJI wished to buy food items for his family. I found that to be an opportunity to serve him and prostrated at his feet to give me the opportunity to serve him. He gave a thought and asked it would delay me from reaching office on time and he suggested me to start to office and he will ask any other disciple who is free from office duty, to buy the items.

As I again humbly requested GURUJI to give me the opportunity to buy the items for him, he said yes. I happily started towards shop which is quite a distant away from GURUJI’s dhaam, after confirming myself that the travel time will be less so that I will be on time to office to take my business call. On that day, when I was travelling towards the shop, there was an unexpected blockage through the road, which caused a huge traffic. A travel where both to and fro would have costed only 1 hour, due to heavy traffic it took around 3 hours. In another 30 minutes I have to reach office to take official call with respect to tools and systems.

After handing over the food items which GURUJI wished to buy, GURUJI suggested to have food at his home and then leave to office. I requested GURUJI to forgive me for not accepting his offer as I had food at home before starting to his DHAAM and I have to start immediately as I have call in another 30 minutes where I will have all business leads attending the same. GURUJI told – ” Don’t worry saravanan, the call will get postponed. Drive safely and reach office in a relaxed manner”. Though I am disciple of a REALIZED MASTER, still I am a normal human being succumbing to mind created tension and pressure, which made me to forget what GURUJI assured and I drove fast to office and somehow I made to office 3 minutes before the scheduled time of call.

To my surprise, when I logged in, I could see the call was postponed. The call was not postponed just for an hour, but it was postponed to next day due to one of the request of system leads. Seeing the call postponed I did not know what to say, what to do but I felt that every cell in my body became relaxed, relieved from stress and was craving to call GURUJI to update that it happened as he blessed.

MY EXPERIENCES WITH GURUJI SUNDAR

EVEN STARS IN OUR NATAL CHART WILL HAVE NO IMPACT WHEN WE ARE WITH OUR MASTER. Before coming to GURUJI, I faced lot of problems in my life. Both physically and mentally. THE BIGGEST WAR THAT A MAN  FIGHTS IS THE WAR WITHIN. FROM THE TIME THE FAMILY, THE SOCIETY, THE NATION, THE WORLD labels a person, the War starts. The War between the good and the evil within. Every person at present are just escaping from the impacts of WAR, by many materialistic, pleasure filled activities. Few who are totally into to the impacts of WAR, when they reach MASTER’S FEET, MASTER helps the disciple to detach from identification, energize him with his presence to have the strength to face the buried thoughts, the hidden thoughts, the painful thoughts with absolute detachment. Once the disciple strongly implants the art of detachment from thoughts, MASTER will initiate him to what he is. MASTER WILL OPEN THE DOORS OF TRUTH WITHIN BECAUSE ONLY REALIZED MASTER IS THE KEY FOR THE TRUTH LOCKED AWAY FROM OUR REALIZATION.

என்ன சொல்வது

என்ன சொல்வது குருஜியின் கருணையை பற்றி
என்ன சொல்வது மூன்று வருடங்களில் குருஜியுடன் அனுபவித்த அனுபவங்களை பற்றி
என்ன சொல்வது மாயையின் இருளிலும் குருஜியின் ஒளிவிடும் ரூபத்தை பற்றி
என்ன சொல்வது மாயையில் மிதிக்கப் பட்டினும் குருஜியின் தனி பெரும் கருணையை பற்றி
என்ன சொல்வது தவறின் இலக்கணமாக இருப்பினும் குருஜியின் மன்னித்தருளும் கருணையை பற்றி
என்ன சொல்வது தியானத்தில் பழுக்காத பச்சை மரமாக இருப்பினும் பாவிக்கு ஆத்ம ஞானம் போதிப்பதற்கு
என்ன சொல்வது குருஜி எனக்காக இத்தனை சமயத்தை கொடுப்பதற்கு
எத்தனை எத்தனை முறை
நித்தம் நித்தம் எவ்வளவு முறை
எத்தனை மணி நேரம்
எவ்வளவு கருணை
குருஜி அவர் நிலை தாழ்ந்து
எனக்காக கருணை பாவித்து
நேரம் கழித்து
அருளையும் பொழிந்து
பொருளையும் பொழிந்து
உணர்வையும் பொழிந்து
உயிரையும் பொழிந்து

வாழ்க்கை துணையையும் அருளி

மருளையும் விலக்கி
மாயையின் இருளையும் விலக்கி
என்ன சொல்வது என்ன சொல்வது
எவ்வாறு இயம்புவேன்
எவ்வாறு நன்றி மொழிவேன்
என்ன சொல்வது என்ன சொல்வது

குருஜியின் பொற்பாதங்கள்

குருஜியின் காலை பிடித்தேன்
காலை பிடிக்கும் உபாயம் அறிந்தேன்
குருஜியின் காலை பிடித்தேன்
காலை பிடிக்காமல் கருத்தினை உயர்த்தும் கருணையும் பெற்றேன்
குருஜியின் காலை பிடித்தேன்
காலனை வெல்லும் உபாயத்தின் சாரத்தையும் பெற்றேன்
குருஜியின் காலை பிடித்தேன்
காதல் கொண்டேன்
கருத்தின் மேல் அல்ல
கருத்தின் கர்த்தாவின் கால்களின் மேல்

 

My Experiences with GURUJI SUNDAR

Though travelling with GURUJI for so many years, THE PRAPANJAM will ensure that each  disciple realizes that he is nothing without MASTER. I have been blessed to travel with GURUJI to many temples in INDIA. Rather I would say that GURUJI blessed me to travel along with him to many places in INDIA. KASI, I have only read about it and when I hear it from my parents and other elderly people they would say it is their dream and many fear to go KASI at early ages because of the mind set that if we go KASI we have to give up something which we love the most. Many follow that thought and some by-pass it. I travelled couple of times with GURUJI to KASI and what he has continously insisted is to give up holding to false ego (which I think the true message of giving up what you love the most). I was also granted the wish to travel to Chardham. As my stay with GURUJI as disciple grew up in years, I was blessed by GURUJI to witness what I am. YES TO WITNESS WHAT I AM, REALIZE I AM THAT I AM. Even after becoming GURUJI’s disciple I was continously searching for places where I could realize my true nature, WHO AM I?AM I THIS MIND, THE THOUGHTS, THE HABITS, THE VASANAS FROM MY EARLIER BIRTH. AS SRI ADI SHANKARA shared his meditational experience that when a person is at peace crossing the ocean of mind which is true samsara, he is THAT which is all pervading, is only existing, which is undisturbed and ever awake within. On May 7th 2016, GURUJI gifted the true me to me. AT GURUJI’S FEET WITH ONLY WORDS FROM HIS MOUTH, HE MADE ME TO REALIZE WHAT I AM, WHO I AM. WHAT I SEARCHED ACROSS ALONE IN MANY TEMPLES IT WAS READILY AVAILABLE AT GURUJI’S FEET. THE STATE WHICH I USED TO DREAM ABOUT, GURUJI BLESSED ME STATING IT IS NOT A DREAM, IT IS MY TRUE NATURE.

Experience in guruji ‘s home today 24.6 .2016

இன்று நான் குருவின் இல்லத்திற்கு சென்றிருந்தேன் 24.6.2016.  இன்று நான் குருவின்  இல்லத்திற்கு சென்ற பிறகு அங்கு இருக்கும் குருவின் படம் மற்றும் மகான்களின் படங்களுக்கு பத்தி பொருத்தி காட்டினேன். மற்ற நாட்களை விட இன்று நான் மகான்கள் மற்றும் குருவின் படத்திற்கு பத்தி காட்டி வணங்கும் போது மிகவும் அன்புடனும் பக்தியுடனும் செய்தேன். எனக்குள் எந்ந சஞ்சலமும் இன்றி செய்தேன். அதை நன்றாக உணர முடிந்தது. பின்பு தியானதில் அமர்ந்தேன். தியானத்தில் அமர்ந்த சில வினாடிகளில் மீண்டும் அந்த இருளான அமைதியான உலகிற்குள் சென்றேன். எண்ணங்கள் நன்றாக அடங்கிய நிலை . இன்னும் ஆழ்ந்து செல்ல முடிந்தது. அது அவ்வாறே தொடர்ந்தது. நான் தியானம் செய்த நேரம் முழுமையாக வேறு உலகில் இருப்பது போல் இருந்தது.  பின்பு குருவின் வீட்டிலிருந்து இறங்கும் போது அந்த இடம் மிகவும் அமைதியாகவும் தெய்வீகமாகவும் தெரிந்தது.  பின்பு விட்டிற்கு வரும் வழியில் பார்க்கும் ஒவ்வொரு இடமும் மிகவும் அமைதியாகவும் தெய்வீகமாகவும் இருந்தது.

Experience in kanchi kamashi ambal temple the universal mother

நேற்று முன்றைய தினம் எங்கள் குடும்பத்தில் அனைவரும் காஞ்சி காமாட்சி அம்பாள் கோவிலுக்கு சென்றிருந்தோம். 16.6.2016. செல்லும் போதே நான் மிகவும் கவலையுடன் தான் சென்றேன் .இருப்பினும் மனம் ஏற்படுத்தும் பயத்தை நான் கண்டு கொள்ள வில்லை ஆதலால் அந்த மாயையில் நான் மாட்டிக்கொள்ளவும் இல்லை. பின்பு கோவிலுக்கு சென்றவுடன் நான் அவ்வாறு மாறுவேன் என்று நினைத்துப் பார்கவே இல்லை . கவலையுடன் சென்ற நான் மிகவும் மகிழ்சியாக அனைவருடனும் பேச ஆரம்பித்து விட்டேன் அத்தனை கடினமாக இருந்த என் மனம் எப்படி மாறியது என்று எனக்குள்ளே ஒரு கேள்வி வந்தது .அதை என்னால் நம்ப முடியவில்லை.பின்பு அம்பிகையான அன்னை காமாட்சி, ஆதிசங்கரர், துர்வாசமுனிவரை தரிசித்து விட்டு, துர்வாசர் சிலைக்கு முன்பு அமர்ந்து குருவை வேண்டிவிட்டு தியானத்தில் அமர்ந்தேன். தியானத்தில் அமர்ந்த சில வினாடிகளில் அனைத்தும் எனக்குள்ளே வெறுமையாகி விட்டது.  நான் கவலையுடன் வந்த நிலைமைக்கு அன்னை காமாட்சியின் அன்பை என்னால் நன்றாக உணர முடிந்தது என் தியானத்தில். தியானத்தை முடித்த பிறகு எனக்கு மிகவும் பிடித்த அபிராமி அந்தாதியை அங்கு இருந்தவர்கள் அம்பாளின் முன்பாக அமர்ந்து பாடிக் கொண்டிருந்தார்கள். தியானத்தை முடித்த அந்நிலையில் அந்த பாடல்களை கேட்க மிகவும் இனிமையாக இருந்தது.

Now My life was changing by guruji

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