Read the book “Dont Kill Him” authored by Ma Anand Sheela . At the outset, I felt happy that a close associate & disciple (The cover page!) of “Osho” has brought in her experience with her master to the humanity.
The book depicts the journey she had with a realized master in a language simple to read and understand. She has penned how she carried the administration work and how she has completed all the tasks she has been assigned. Being (myself) a disciple of a realized master, I can draw a parallel how we all must give our heart and soul for a master’s thoughts and words. Thanks for that.
Having said that, I thought to bring up these points as well.
Being with a realized master, everyone will change completely across all fronts and I am she would have tasted the truth so many times. What I feel is that she has not brought out the truth (as she has tasted) or her spiritual experiences or the essence of him in her.
Also she indicates that he also has all the qualities like any other human. I am sure though he has the qualities, he cannot be associated with any of that. Though “Osho” acts, you can never associate any of it with him because it is existence which is acting through him. This as well is not brought out clearly in the book.
Probably she has consciously avoided or there is a plausibility that she has not felt the change he has created in her. If so, at least, she could have mentioned the same in the book.
Concluding this, I feel that the book is not up to the mark for such a class and a close disciple like her.